You'll Be Mine Chapter 9 - Revelations
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Great what the fuck was Peter doing here? Like I needed to deal with his shit right now; I was trying to get my fucking meal. I turned to glare at him, waiting for him to say something to me. To say anything to me, I do not wish to listen to his thoughts right now.
You will not be having that girl as your dinner tonight. I wondered if he thought he was scaring me. I bet I could catch that girl and bite her before he even had a chance to stop me.
You’re not going to catch her Edward. I won’t let you. What the fuck? How did he know that I was calculating my chances? I knew he couldn’t read my mind. So how the fuck did he know? And why wasn’t he talking?
“Are you going to talk, Peter? Or just think everything?”
He chuckled, “You’re nothing like Jasper said you were.”
“I don’t give a shit about anything that Jasper said about me. I’m getting that girl as my meal and there’s nothing you can do to stop me.”
Do you want to bet? This is my territory and we do not hunt in town. Oh, he thought he could stop me. Well we’ll just have to see about that. I was very fast; I bet I could outrun him. Sinking my teeth into her flesh and draining her body; just thinking about it caused my vampire urges to kick in and I dropped down into a crouch.
He responded with his own crouch. So maybe he wanted to fight me. Well that would be fine with me. I could take him down and then savor my meal. I cocked my head to the side and beckoned him to come towards me with my index finger.
He narrowed his eyes at me, but didn’t move towards me. “What’s wrong, Peter? Are you really just going to glare at me or are you going to do something?”
You fucking dick, what is wrong with you? Do you really want to do this? I guessed he would rather not talk or maybe he was too scared to say what he was thinking.
“I always thought that you were a bad ass like Jasper, but I was obviously wrong. Now if you’ll excuse me, my dinner seems to have gotten away and now I must find her.”
“What about Bella?”
I growled, “What about her?”
The fucker looked at me and smirked. That’s what I thought Edward. You know if you do this you are going to hurt her. I know you don’t want to hurt her.
Bella. My Bella. I wondered what she was doing right now. What was I doing? I looked at Peter and he had a fucking smug look on his face and that just pissed me off. I narrowed my eyes at him and pounced.
I didn’t even give him a chance to fully realize what was happening. He would not be allowed to talk about my Bella and then look at me like that. I had him pinned to the ground within a second.
He grabbed me by the arm and flung me off of him. I got into a crouch and he jumped up and ran towards me. My fist made contact with his face and he flew back.
He hit a nearby tree and sunk down into a crouch. Edward, stop this now. I don’t want to hurt you.
Was he serious? Did he really think he was going to hurt me? I guessed I was going to have to show him that I was perfectly capable of handling myself. I lunged for him again and just as I wrapped my hands around his neck I heard his thoughts.
What is going on? First Jasper and now Edward. I released him and stepped back.
“What the fuck are you thinking about?”
He sunk down to the ground and looked at me for a moment before he spoke. “When Jasper came here he was different. He started hunting humans again and not only that, but he would fuck them and then drain them. I told him that Charlotte was not going to put up with his shit and before I knew it he left.”
I thought about what he said and then I remembered that he thought about me at the same time. I was nothing like Jasper and I would not allow him to compare me to my so called brother.
I could feel the anger rising in me yet again, “You will not be comparing me to Jasper. I am nothing like him.”
“That’s where you are wrong, Edward. You are acting just like him.”
“I am not acting like him you stupid fucker. And you would be wise by not saying it again.”
“Really Edward, do you think that a threat is going to work? You are on my territory, or have you forgotten?”
I chuckled, “Right, your territory. Let me ask you something. Did you stop Jasper from hunting in your territory? Or did he hunt where he felt like it?”
He would hunt in the town over. I will not allow you to hunt in town. I know you don’t want to hunt humans.
“You don’t anything about me.”
“Really, because the last I heard you were engaged to a human. So let me see if I am understanding you correctly. You want to hunt humans, but you’re going to marry one. Did I get that right?”
“Fuck you. You don’t know anything about me or about my fiancé. And you sure as fuck don’t know anything about my hunting preferences.”
“That’s where you are wrong Edward because I know everything about you. Have you forgotten just how long I have known Jasper? Or better yet, that he is the one that created me? He and I are brothers and he has told me everything about the Cullen’s including you.”
I chuckled, “Too bad he couldn’t warn you about me now.” And with that I lunged for him again. He was actually faster than me that time and moved out of my way before I reached him.
He pinned me up against the tree. I don’t want to fight with you. Come back to the house with me and we will figure everything out together. This isn’t you, Edward. You and I both know it, please let me help.
I looked at him for a moment. God he was right, this wasn’t me, but I didn’t feel like myself. What was going on with me? He slowly released me and took a step back. I moved away from the tree and took off running towards his house. I could hear him behind me trying to catch up with me.
Once I slowed my pace he was finally able to catch up with me. We ran side by side until we reached his house. Charlotte came outside and looked at me for a moment before walking towards Peter.
He pulled her into his arms and I instantly thought about Bella. And then I remembered what I was doing here. I was here because of Jasper. I was here to find out what happened while he was visiting them.
The only problem was the other part of me was thinking of doing vile things to my sweet innocent Bella. My cock twitched inside my jeans at the thought of tasting my love. I was becoming achingly hard and all I wanted to do was run home and fuck her senseless. I could always tell Peter that I would be back in a few days. No, I had to stop these thoughts and figure out what the hell I was doing here in the first place. I would listen to what Peter had to say, but then I’d be paying a visit to the next town because I would be feeding tonight.
I left Bella sleeping in Edward’s bed. The bed I had fucked her in twice. What the hell was wrong with me? Was that anyway to treat Bella, my pure, innocent Bella? She deserved better than this, but I couldn’t control it. Whenever she was close all I could think about doing was ripping her clothes off and pounding into her. I may not have been very romantic last night, but I did take it easy on her. I was sure she had no idea the amount of restraint and control it took for me to be able to make love to her like that. I wanted it to be harder and faster, but I didn’t think her tight little body could handle that. I probably went too far as it was.
I heard her moving around upstairs. She had gone into the bathroom and then she got dressed. As she came down the steps I could feel her emotions crashing into me. She was excited and embarrassed by what had occurred last night, but I also felt that underlying fear that seemed to creep in when she got close to me. The problem with that fear was I seemed to thrive off of it. Again, what the hell was wrong with me?
“I’m in the music room, Bella.” The thought of bending her over that piano bench went straight to my cock and now that was all I could think about.
I heard her heart rate pick up as she hesitantly stood in the door way. Her cheeks were flush with embarrassment.
I motioned with my finger for her to join me and I suddenly felt guilty for not being in bed with her when she woke up this morning. I should have been there to tell her how wonderful the night had been, but I couldn’t bring myself to face her. I knew I would see the love in her eyes and it would make me feel like shit.
She slowly approached me, but I was too impatient to wait for her. I walked to her and pulled her into my arms. She gasped at my speed, but quickly snuggled into my chest. She had showered and I could smell the fresh soap and shampoo radiating from her body. Her hair was still damp and her body warm and flush from the shower.
“How are you feeling, sugar?” I knew, but I wanted her to tell me?
“I’m fine,” she spoke into my chest and the vibrations of her voice just about drove me insane.
I tilted her chin so that she would have to look at me. She was even more embarrassed now. “Don’t be shy with me.”
“You left me,” she said.
Well, now I felt like shit anyway.
“Did I do something wrong?” I felt her self doubt.
“No,” I kissed her lips. “You did everything right.”
She shook her head and shifted her eyes toward the floor.
“Look at me, Bella,” I said. “You were perfect and I should have reassured you last night.”
She was confused; I felt it. “I was glad it was with you.” I felt that glimmer of love fill her heart. I couldn’t reciprocate. She had to know that I wasn’t the one she was meant to be with. Edward was clearly the better choice, but I wanted her to be mine.
“You don’t know what you are saying.” I told her and I tried to convince myself it was for the best. “I’m no good for you.”
“I don’t believe that,” she whispered.
“What about Edward,” I spat back.” Do you remember your fiancé?”
“I don’t want to talk about him?” A tear slid down her cheek.
“I think we have to.” I had to justify myself and she needed to accept that I wasn’t what she wanted. But, I really wanted to be.
“Please Jasper,” she cried. “Don’t do this to me?”
“Do what? Remind you that you betrayed him for his own brother?”
“No, Bella.” She tried to pull out of my embrace and I could feel her hurt over my words, but being the complete fuck up that I was I kept going. “You let me take you in his bed and I know you liked it. How are you ever going to let him fuck you in that bed now without thinking of me?”
She was fully crying now and still struggling to get away from me. “Why?” she sobbed. “Why are you trying to hurt me?”
“I’m trying to understand how you could claim to love him and let me do the things I do to you?”
“I don’t know? I do love him, but I …”
“Don’t you say it.” I could feel what she was going to say.
Her eyes widened in shock over her own realization. She put her hand over her mouth and I could feel her conflict. “I love you.”
And I loved her, but I couldn’t let her know that, so instead I would continue to push her away and make her see that I was the wrong brother. “I told you not to say it.”
“Why? You already felt it.” She was right, but that only made me angry.
“I didn’t want to hear it?”
“Because you feel guilty about the way you treat me or do you regret making love to me last night. You’re not a monster and you proved it last night.”
“I am a monster and I can show you just how destructive I can be.” I growled.
“I’m not afraid of you.”
“Yes you are.” I pulled her by the hair and yanked her to me. She winced. “Afraid now?”
“No,” she stood her ground. The girl had balls, I’d give her that. “You won’t hurt me.”
“No, I won’t, but I’ll fuck you senseless.” I felt her lust for me increase. Are you kidding me? I pulled her over to that waiting bench and bent her over it. I could smell her arousal and it was driving me crazy. Lucky for us she had on that short little jean skirt that I had packed for her. I knew it would come in handy. I slid my cold hands up her hot thighs and ripped her panties from her body. I leaned into her neck and began to roughly bite and suck at her fragile skin. It was already starting to mark and the thought of that made me hard. I was marking her as mine. I placed my hand on the small of her back to hold her down as I undid my pants slipping them and my boxers off.
“Is this what you wanted?” I asked as I slammed into her causing the bench to slide forward. She gripped the piano keys for support causing the loud chords to echo throughout the room. I wasn’t gentle and I probably should have taken the time to make sure she was ready because after a few seconds I could feel her discomfort. I continued to thrust as she tried to squirm away from me. I sent her a wave of lust and tried to relax her as I stroked her hair, but I could tell that she didn’t like this position.
“Jasper, it hurts,” she cried.
My body screamed at me to continue, but my head knew it was wrong. This was Bella and I wouldn’t hurt her. If she wanted me to stop then that was exactly what I would do. I stopped my movement and slowly pulled out of her. I pulled her up and turned her to face me.
“I’m sore from last night,” she said. “I think it might have been that position.” She looked down.
I took her face in my hands and kissed her lips revealing how much I still wanted her. I swirled my tongue around her mouth as I moved my hands up under her shirt pushing her bra up to find her aroused nipples. I ran my thumbs over them and she sighed into my mouth.
“Can we try another way?” I asked fully expecting her to turn me down.
She reached down between us and stroked my cock. That was the first time she had ever touched me there and that set off a primal need from within. I growled as I lifted her up onto the keys of his precious piano. I had to laugh at the irony. I back kicked the bench out of my way as I gripped her hips.
“Hold on to me,” I warned her.
She swallowed hard as she grabbed onto my shoulders. I started placing open mouth kisses along her jaw and neck pausing briefly at her pulsing vein. It would be so easy to take her right now and truly make her mine. I shook that thought off as I plunged into her. The sheer force of my action caused the piano to move back slightly.
“Wrap you legs around me,” I ordered.
“Jasper…” I pushed deep into her core and began moving at a rapid pace. She had my body strung so tight that I knew I wouldn’t be able to last long. I could feel that she was in pain, but it was mixed with desire and lust so I continued with my movements.
“Bella, you’re so tight, but it will get better I promise…” I thrust one last time releasing myself far into her core. The sensation caused me to shudder and I lost the thin grasp I had on my control and my words came out before I could stop myself, “I love you, too.”
Her eyes flew open and stared into mine. I could feel her shock over my admission. She wasn’t the only one. She simply nodded her head as she tried to catch her breath. She saw right through me; she had known all along how I truly felt.
I pried her legs from my body and she winced in discomfort. I glanced down at her thighs and saw the bruises I had left behind from the night before. I shuddered at the thought of what the rest of her body must have looked like. I needed to take responsibility for that. I quickly pulled my pants back on and scooped her up into my arms and ran her up to Carlisle and Esme’s bedroom; they had an enormous bathtub in there.
I sat her down on the bathroom counter and she looked at me questioningly.
“I need to take care of you now.”
I unbuttoned her shirt and slipped it off of her shoulders. Her chest and forearms were just as bruised as her thighs and I almost felt nauseous when I thought about how she would look tomorrow. I ran my fingers through my hair, but I noticed she didn’t seem upset with me. I turned to start the water and the jets and I remembered that Carlisle always stocked the medicine cabinet; for what I have no idea, I guessed it was a doctor thing. I retrieved two Motrin for Bella and handed her a glass of water. She took them from me and swallowed.
“Thanks,” she whispered.
I lifted her off the counter and placed her by the tub. I unbuttoned her skirt and slide it over her hips and down her legs. She put her hands on my shoulder to step out of it. That’s right my beautiful girl…you can always lean on me. I gently traced her lips with my finger tips. She was exquisite and again I was not worthy of this creatures love, but I wanted it and for whatever reason I had it.
I picked her up and gently placed her into the warm bathtub. She immediately sunk down and rested her back against the tub wall. I felt her relax and begin to calm down. I kneeled down behind her and began massaging her neck and shoulders and she seemed to be melting into my touch. I placed soft kisses on her shoulders.
I whispered in her ear, “I’m sorry I hurt you…I didn’t mean to, but you’re so delicate. I need to learn to control that.”
“It’s okay,” she said as she closed her eyes. “You didn’t do anything that I didn’t want you to.”
I let her soak for awhile as I played with her hair and continued to rub her neck and back. Her muscles were so tense and in that moment I realized that she had been carrying so much weight. She was simply a human caught up in our strange world and now she was in love with not one, but two of us. She had betrayed her fiancé and confessed her love to me. This was mine and Edward’s fault for thinking that she could handle what we were. It was too late now and I would do everything in my power to keep her with me. We were connected now, more so than she was to him, and I needed to start finding a way to control that vicious side of me, but how? How could I get it under control when I didn’t even know what was happening to me?
She was so relaxed now and she was even starting to drift off. She was gorgeous and the effect she had on me was startling. I wanted to be better for her, but I didn’t think that was possible.
My phone began to vibrate and her eyes opened at the sound. I retrieved it from my pocket and saw that it was Peter.
“I need to take this,” I told her. “You relax a bit more and then when you are ready you come downstairs and I’ll get you something to eat.”
She smiled at me. I hated to leave her but I knew that Peter was calling to tell me that Edward was in Texas. I walked out of the bathroom and answered the phone.
“Hey, man what’s up?” I said.
“You gotta come and retrieve your dick of a brother,” he was furious.
“Edward? A dick?”
“Jasper, he is out of control. I don’t know what it is with you Cullen’s but Texas doesn’t agree with you.”
“What the fuck are you talking about?”
“He’s hunting humans as we speak. I convinced him to go to the next town and I’m keeping a close watch on him, but he’s not used to this life and eventually he will snap or over indulge.”
“Are you sure we are talking about Edward Cullen?”
“Fuck yes,” he was agitated. “I found him in the woods behind my house and had to stop him from draining a girl walking out of the local coffee shop. The fucking local coffee shop. Do you know what kind of shit that would have brought down on me and Char?”
“Yes, I know.”
“We’re just getting over your little display of vampirism and we’re trying to get back to our civilized way of life.”
“I don’t understand what happened to him,” I said but I had to admit it sounded strangely familiar.
“Look, obviously there is something out there that is preying on vampires. I don’t know but maybe your leader could help us out with this?”
“Carlisle?” I said. “Yes, I suppose he could and I’ll ask him if you’ll do me a favor.” I had an opportunity and I needed to take it.
“What the fuck, Jasper?”
“You owe me on so many levels.” I knew he wouldn’t argue that.
“What do you want?” he sighed.
“Keep Edward with you for a few weeks. Let him indulge and then send him back with his red eyes and vile personality.”
“This has to do with Bella?”
“Peter, I think you may have been right. I’m meant to be with her and I just need time to get my shit together. Will you help me?”
“What if whatever happened to you in Texas can’t be fixed? What if you and Edward end up killing the object of your obsession? She’s a human and isn’t meant to live in our world.”
“She changes me, Peter; I can feel some of the old me coming back when we are together. Please keep Edward away because if he is as bad as you say he is and he can’t control his new dark side the way I can then he will head straight for her and I will kill him if he hurts her.”
“A few weeks and after that he comes back to you. You get Carlisle on this because Bella or no Bella you both need help.”
He clicked the phone shut. It was confirmed; something was wrong with me. Whatever happened to me in Texas also happened to Edward. My dark thoughts were a product of something else which meant that maybe I wasn’t a monster. Maybe I was worthy of her love. Now, we had Edward to deal with because if Bella truly wanted me; and her love could redeem me what would save Edward? If he lost Bella he would lose himself in the process. Was that a chance I was willing to take?
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