You'll Be Mine Chapter 2 - Do you Want me?
Do You Want Me?
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As Jasper lunged for me, I didn’t have enough time to move out of the way. Hell, I didn’t know he was going to lunge at me. I realized as he had me pinned to the tree that I couldn’t read his mind.
I stared into his eyes and knew that this Jasper wasn’t the one that I knew. I didn’t know this vampire in front of me. I heard her heartbeat and her footsteps on the stairs. She flung the door open and ran toward us.
I looked at her with fear in my eyes, fear for her, not me, “Bella, go back inside.”
Jasper turned and looked at her, “Bella, please go inside.”
She shook her head and took a step toward us, “Jasper, please let him go. This isn’t you. Please, just let me help you.”
His grip loosened on my neck until he finally released me. I immediately went to Bella and stood in front of her. She wasn’t having that though; I swear this woman was so stubborn.
She stepped around me and walked towards Jasper. I grabbed her arm to stop her, but she smiled, “It’s okay Edward, he isn’t going to hurt me.”
“Bella, you’re not going near him.”
Jasper chuckled, “Trying to control her again Eddie.” I growled because I hated it when people called me that. He smirked and took a step towards Bella.
I refused to release her, but instead moved to stand next to her. I stared at him trying to get into his mind, but I couldn’t hear anything. He was as silent to me as Bella was. I found this quite troubling. If I couldn’t hear him how could I protect her?
He looked at me for a moment and arched a brow, “What’s got you so confused, Eddie?”
I scowled, “Stop calling me Eddie. My name is Edward and I’m confused because I can’t read your mind.”
He smiled, a dark smile, “Really? You can’t hear anything that I’m thinking right now?” I shook my head and he continued, “Isn’t that a pity? I’d bet you’d love to know what’s going on inside my head right now.”
Bella looked between me and Jasper and I could see the sadness in her eyes. She turned towards him, “Jazz, please, don’t do this. I want to help. I want you to stay.”
I looked at her like she had grown two more heads, “Are you insane Bella? Why on earth would you want him to stay?”
She turned to me with narrowed eyes, “Edward, he is your brother and he needs us. Now, I don’t know about you, but I plan to help him. You can either help him too or let me do it by myself. It’s up to you.”
I sighed, “Fine, he can stay.” I turned to him, “You can stay at the house, if you want, but you must go back to the animal diet. I will not allow you to stay if you continue to drink from humans.”
Jasper stared at Bella for a few moments. He was probably as confused as I was about her wanting him to stay. I so hoped that he would turn us down, but that was too much to ask.
“I’ll stay.” He said.
Of course he would.
“The animals?” Bella asked.
“I’ll stay away from humans.” He promised. “I’ll try for you.”
“You’ll do more than try.” I warned him.
“Edward,” Bella said. “Give him a break. He has been feeding off of humans for the past six months, if he says he will try then we will trust him.” She smiled at Jasper. “Why don’t you go back to the Cullen’s now?”
“Are you coming, Edward?” He smirked at the use of my proper name.
“No, I’ll stay here with Bella. She has some explaining to do.”
“Don’t be too hard on her. I’m sure she has a good reason for wanting me to stick around. There are so many things she needs and with the two of us here, well, she could be more than satisfied.” He smiled at her. “Judging from her emotions you don’t seem to be fulfilling certain aspects of her life.”
“Go home before I change my mind.” He disgusted me. I would not have him speak like that in front of her.
He winked at Bella and took off toward his car. I took Bella by the hand and led her back into the house.
“It’s late. You should go back to sleep.” She walked up the steps without saying anything. I followed her as I tried to calm myself down. Jasper had gotten to me and I didn’t like his implications.
“Thanks for agreeing to let him stay.” She said.
“I did it against my better judgment.”
“He needs us.”
“I don’t trust him and I’m not sure why you do.”
“Didn’t you see how lost he was? He’s your brother and we have to help him. We were wrong to turn him away last September.”
“If he slips up he’s out. We can’t have him running around Forks killing innocent people.”
“He wouldn’t do that.”
“I can’t read his thoughts. Why do you suppose that is? If I can’t get into is head I’ll never know what he’s planning.”
“Maybe he’s not planning anything. Maybe he just wants to come back to his family.”
“I won’t let him hurt you.” I wrapped my arms around her and kissed the top of her head. “You’re my life and if he ever…”
“He won’t. Let’s stop talking about him. Please kiss me.” She inched closer to my lips. I was finding it harder and harder to resist her each night. And now after what Jasper had said about denying her I couldn’t help but want to give her what she needed; what I needed.
Her warm breath sent a chill down my spine. She smelled deliciously sweet and I wanted to savor her lips. I leaned into her and softly kissed her mouth. She parted her lips allowing me access. I knew I shouldn’t, but I wanted her as much as she wanted me; probably more. I slipped my tongue inside her mouth and she sighed at the contact. I did something I didn’t do often; I deepened the kiss. I swirled my tongue around her mouth enjoying her taste. I needed to stop, but instead I pushed her back on the bed gently placing myself on top of her. She seized the opportunity for us to be close and hiked her leg up over my hip. I took her thigh in my hand and pushed her against me. Her perfect little body felt amazing under mine. I needed more and I knew she wouldn’t object. I broke the kiss so that she could breath.
“Please don’t stop,” she whispered. “I need more.” She grinded her hips into my already hardened cock.
I growled knowing that I wanted to give her more. But, could I? I slipped my hand under her tank top and found her bare breasts. Her nipples pebbled under my cold touch. I caressed them with my fingertips as I eagerly attacked her neck. Again, it wasn’t enough. I pulled her shirt up over her head and stared at her glorious body. I would commit every inch of this perfect girl to memory. I had never seen this much of Bella before and I wanted to remember what she looked like when we were apart.
“Oh, love, you’re beautiful. I’ve waited so long to see you like this.”
She blushed and looked away. I took her chin in my hand and tilted her head toward my lips. I tenderly kissed her knowing she needed this to be slow. She reached for the buttons of my shirt and I noticed her fingers were trembling, but she managed to get them undone. I slipped my shirt off and she smiled at my bare chest.
“You’re the beautiful one.”
I shook my head as I pushed her onto her back. I wanted to feel my skin against hers. The sensation was like nothing I had ever felt before. My body was so hard and cold, but in that moment it felt just as soft and warm as hers did. I continued to kiss her neck working my way down her body. She shifted under me and continued to grind her most intimate of areas into my painfully erect cock. I couldn’t take it any longer. My control was slipping away, but how could I stop now? How did I even let it get this far? I didn’t care. I slipped her shorts down her hips and over her legs. She eagerly kicked them off as she moaned my name. I kissed my way back up her legs stopping at her thighs, but then it hit me. Her scent…it was so strong. Her panties were dripping with the scent of her arousal. It called to me stronger then her blood ever could. She was becoming impatient at my hesitation. She arched her hips causing her sweet center to dangle mere inches from my face. What was I doing? I could hurt her.
“Stop!” I yelled as I flung myself across the room and turned so that I wouldn’t have to face her. What was I thinking? “Get dressed.”
“Bella please put your clothes back on.” I was shaking and that wasn’t something I found myself doing often. I never lost control and now tonight I allowed us to go farther than we ever had before. I could hear that she was finished putting her clothes back on, but I dreaded turning around because she was crying. I knew she felt rejected. I walked over to the bed and sat next to her. She turned away from me.
“Bella, please understand.”
“Why Edward? Why don’t you want me?” She was sobbing and it was breaking my cold, dead heart. If she only knew how much I wanted to be with her.
I stroked her hair. “You know that I do. Couldn’t you feel how much I just wanted you?”
“Then why did you stop?”
“Because I can’t lose control with you. I can kill you in an instant. When I’m aroused like that I can’t get my actions under control. I lose focus and that’s not good for you.”
“You were gentle.” She argued. “You could never hurt me.”
“Yes, I can. It would be an accident and that’s something I’m not willing to risk.” I pulled her closer to me. “When I turn you I will make love to you everyday if that’s what you desire.”
“And when will that be?” She pulled away from my embrace. Her voice was laced with anger. “We haven’t even set a wedding date. You gave me this ring and made me promise that I would marry you and in return you were going to change me, but every time I bring it up you change the subject.”
“Where is this coming from?” I asked. “You haven’t even finished high school yet. I thought we could go to college first and then we could get married.”
“In four years? Are you crazy? I’m not waiting four years. You may have all the time in the world, but I get older every day.”
“Love, don’t be ridiculous. You’ll only be twenty-two.”
“I don’t want to go to college. I want you to turn me so that we can be together, but that’s not in your plan is it?”
“Of course it is,” I sighed. “I think you’re tired now and seeing Jasper and what just happened between us is too much for you right now.” I put her under the covers and wrapped my arms around her. “Charlie will be home from the night shift soon and you should be asleep by then. After you fall asleep I think I should go home and check on Jasper.”
“You’re going to leave me after what just happened?” She rolled over on to her side with her back to me.
“Not if that’s what you don’t want.”
“Do whatever you want, you always do.” She was hurt.
“Bella, I’m doing this for you. I know you don’t understand, but I love you more than anything and I will not jeopardize your well being.”
She didn’t say anything, but she was crying again. I pulled her to me again placing her head on my chest. “I’ll stay tonight. I promise.”
“Edward, what you did to me tonight,” she whispered. “It felt fantastic.”
“I did enjoy touching you.” I admitted.
“Maybe we could come up with some kind of compromise?” She asked hopeful. “We can at least have our shirts off when we kiss, so that I can feel you against me?”
“I’ll think about it, but for now you dream wonderful thoughts about our future.” I began to hum her lullaby. “I love you.”
“I love you, too” She said just before she drifted off.
Jasper! He had to be the reason I almost lost it with Bella. He kept implying that I couldn’t give her what she needed. I could, but I chose to put her safety first. Why did he come back here to us? Why wouldn’t he track down Alice first? Something drew him back to Forks and I had a feeling it was Bella. If he thought that I would let him finish the job he started on her birthday he was out of his mind. He would never drink from her. He would have to kill me first. Bella began to speak incoherently and shifted in her sleep.
I was in my bed laying there with my eyes closed. I opened them slowly to find a shirtless Jasper coming towards me. He climbed in the bed and the next thing I knew he was laying on top of me kissing my neck. I moaned and arched my back into him.
He pulled my shirt over my head and trailed kisses down my neck to my breasts. He massaged one as he ravished the other with licks and nibbles. He moved to my other breast and gave it the same amount of attention.
He moved down my stomach and stopped at the waistband of my pants. He looked up at me with a silent question in his eyes. I nodded and he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down slowly.
He placed kisses on the inside of my thighs and reached up and pulled down my panties. He stared at me for a moment, “God Bella, you are gorgeous.”
I smiled and he placed a soft kiss on my clit. I moaned and he smiled. He began licking and sucking on my clit and I damn near came undone. He pushed a finger into me and a small whimper escaped me.
He pushed his finger into me over and over and I could feel my orgasm approaching. “Jasper, I want you inside me when I cum.”
He looked at me, “Bella, are you sure?”
I nodded, “Yes Jasper, I’m sure. Make love to me.”
He smiled and quickly removed the rest of his clothing. He moved between my legs and I felt his hardened member at my entrance. “Bella, it’s going to hurt a little, but I’ll make you feel good, I promise.”
I smiled and raised up to capture his lips. He kissed me with passion and began to push into me slowly. I moaned into the kiss and felt him when he reached my barrier. He pulled back and looked into my eyes.
I nodded for him to continue and he pushed forward quickly. I gasped at the pain and felt a tear slide down my cheek. He wiped it away, “I’m sorry darlin’, but I’m going to make you feel so much pleasure.”
The pain subsided and I moved my hips to let him know that I was okay. He began thrusting into me slowly, but I wanted more, “Oh Jasper, please.”
He quickly obliged and began thrusting faster and harder. I screamed out his name when my orgasm started. I awoke with a start to find Edward staring at me with a ‘what the fuck’ look on his face.
I just stared at him in shock. I was confused, I mean before I went to sleep I was thinking of Edward and then that dream. Oh, that dream? What was that all about? Did I want that from Jasper? Did he want that from me? I tried to slow my breathing and calm myself before I had to explain to Edward what had just happened. How the hell was I going to get out of this?
A/N: So what did ya'll think? Send us a review and we'll send you Darksper so he can have his wicked with you. Love, Cullen818 and Jasper's Darlin Kathy.
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