Innocence Lost Chapter 2

Innocence LostChapter 2

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Warning Team Jasper's- The story does start out E/B, so you'll have to stick with me, but I will turn it into a J/B story. You have my word!


A week had passed since Alice left Jasper. He had decided to stay, but he wasn't interested in much. He admitted that there was never any real spark between the two, but he was shocked that she would just leave after all of their years together. I constantly monitored his thoughts to make sure he was okay and not thinking about slipping up. He wasn't. He had no interest in human blood at all. He kept to himself, mainly staying in his room, and only coming out to hunt.

Carlisle and Esme had talked him into taking an overnight trip to Port Angeles for a movie, and then a hunting trip. Carlisle thought it would be nice to change things up for him, and he reluctantly agreed. I was glad that he did. One, because I knew he needed it, but mostly because Bella was coming to spend the entire evening with me. Charlie was working the night shift and agreed to let her stay here with Alice. She hadn't told him that she left, and I knew that was so she could still use Alice as an excuse to spend the night with me.

I was excited that we were going to be alone, but it also scared me. I knew where we were headed, and I was already hanging on by a very thin rope. Bella was breaking down my resolve night by night, and I was letting her. I wanted to be with her, and feel connected and close. Our relationship was getting stronger every day, and I knew that was because I was letting down my guard and giving her what she wanted, what I wanted. I didn't know how far we would take things tonight, but I wanted to be prepared. I wanted her to be comfortable, so I bought her a present.

“Come on, love,” I said, as I pulled her into the foyer. “I have something for you.”

“No,” she groaned. “I don't want anything.”

“Nothing?” I question.

She blushed.

I loved that. “I think you'll like this.” I scooped her up and ran her up the steps.

“Edward!” she squealed. “Put me down.”

I did as she asked, once we approached my bedroom door. “Close your eyes.”

She arched a brow at me.

“Indulge me,” I said. She never let me buy her anything, and I was beaming with excitement over this. I knew she would approve. “Close your eyes!”

“Fine,” she huffed, as she closed her eyes. “But, all I want is you. I told you that you don't need to give me presents.”

“Bella,” I said, as I took her hand and opened the door. “You really have to get over this. I want to give you things.”

“I appreciate that,” she said. “But, I have everything I need.” She squeezed my hand.

“As do I,” I said, as I kissed her forehead. I turned her body toward the center of the room and said, “Okay, you can open them.”

“Edward!” she said, but I knew she was a bit surprised. “A bed?”

“I want you to be comfortable when you stay here,” I said. “Do you accept it?”

She sat down on it and began bouncing up and down. “It's so big.”

“I'm a Cullen,” I smirked. “We do nothing on a small scale. Haven't you noticed?”

“I love it!” She plopped down on her back and within a vampire instant, I was by her side. She turned her body to face mine, and slowly kissed my lips.

I tangled my fingers in her hair and deepened the kiss, swirling my tongue inside her mouth to eagerly meet hers. She was getting better at avoiding my teeth, and that was causing me to relax when we were together.

“So, was making me comfortable while I sleep here the only reason you bought me the bed?” she asked, as she started to unbutton my shirt. It seemed our nightly activities were making her bolder.

“Well, the couch was getting a bit uncomfortable for our recent activities.”

She slipped my shirt from my shoulders and took in my exposed chest. “You're so perfect,” she said, as she pushed me onto my back, and started placing opened mouth kisses along my neck and shoulders.

God, that felt good. I started twitching inside my pants. I wanted her to move her lips all over my body. Her warmth sustained me, and I wanted to feel it everywhere. I suddenly stopped thinking, and just gave in to the pleasure of feeling my Bella. I ran my fingers through her hair, and gently guided her down my chest. She continued to trail kisses down my stomach, but stopped once she reached the button of my jeans. I wanted to scream out for her to keep going, and unconsciously I nudged her further down. She tensed, and I was immediately snapped out of my lust induced haze.

I gently pulled her back up to my lips and softly kissed her. “I'm sorry,” I whispered. “That was inappropriate. I would never make you do that.”

She looked away, and I knew she was embarrassed. “I want to do that,” she said. “But, I'm not sure I know how.”

I tilted her chin up and looked in her eyes. “I'll never push you to do anything you don't want to do, but I'm pretty sure that whatever you did would feel incredible. The things we do already are enough to send me tumbling over the edge.”

She smiled. “I excite you?”

“Really, Bella?” I smiled. “Do you have to ask?”

She brought her lips back to mine and eagerly kissed me. My control was slipping. I knew we had all night, and after almost pushing her into oral sex, I needed to regroup. I wanted her to set the pace. I pulled away and held her face between my hands.

“I don't want to stop, Edward,” she pleaded. “Please...”

I cut her off, “I want us to go slow. I'm not saying that we're making love tonight, but whatever we attempt, I have to stay in control.”

She nodded. I watched her features, as a mix of nervous excitement washed over her face. Yes, it was going to be hard for me to resist her. She was too determined, and I no longer wanted to fight her. I wanted to give in.

“Why don't you go get ready for bed? Make yourself more comfortable,” I suggested.

“Okay,” she said, as she stood up and walked to her overnight bag. “I would like to take a shower.”

“Take your time,” I smiled. “I'll be here when you get out.”

“Edward?” she smiled over her shoulder.


“Don't put your shirt back on,” she winked.

“I wouldn't dream of it.”

I did as she asked and left my shirt off, but I did change into a pair of pajama bottoms. I decided that I should make myself comfortable too. I lit some candles and placed them around the room. I wasn't sure what it was that I was preparing for, exactly, but whatever it was, I wanted Bella to feel safe and secure.

She took her time in the shower. I wanted her to be relaxed when she came back out. I climbed into the bed and began reading a book. I couldn't concentrate on the book, because all I could think about was having Bella back in the bed with me. I quickly became aroused just thinking about her warm body pressed against mine, and I was just about to jump up and go see what was taking her so long, when I heard her approach the bedroom. She stood in the doorway, her long brown hair freshly washed and blown out. I noticed she wasn't wearing her ratty sweats either. She was wearing a midnight blue tank top and matching shorts. I think they were shorts. They were extremely tight and tiny, and didn't cover much of anything.

I smiled at her, curled my finger and motioned for her to join me on the bed. I heard her heart rate increase as she bit her bottom lip.

“I would say I don't bite,” I smirked. “But, we know that's not entirely true.”

She laughed, and quickly joined me on the bed. “I keep telling you that you can bite me.”

I shook my head and rolled my eyes. “Trust me,” I said. “That's not really what I had planned for tonight.”

“What did you have in mind?”

“Hmm,” I said, as I traced my fingertip down her bare arm. She shivered at the contact. “I'd like to pick up where we left off last night.”

“You might have to remind me what it was that we were doing,” she said, as she leaned back against the pillows.

I captured her mouth with mine and began eagerly kissing her lips. I was rougher than I should have been and her lips would probably be swollen, but she didn't complain. In fact, she moaned into my mouth and pulled my face closer to hers. I moved my way down her neck and began kissing her collarbone, gently nipping at it. Her breathing picked up as she hitched her leg over my hip, causing her barely covered center to press into my already hardened member. I was the one to let out a moan this time.

The night before I had her shirt pushed up around her neck, so that I could caress her breasts, but tonight I knew she didn't have I bra on. If I removed her tank top, she would be exposed to me. Would she want that? As old as I was, I was still like a naive teenager when it came to sex. I had no idea what I was doing. How was I supposed to know what Bella would want?

As I continued to kiss and suck on her neck, no doubt leaving red marks along the way, I ran my hand over her breast and felt her aroused nipple. I stopped there and circled my fingers over it and then gently squeezed. I wanted my mouth on that nipple, so I broke away from her neck and moved my mouth down over it. I sucked on it through her tank top, soaking right through it. She arched her back and pushed herself further into my mouth, as she wrapped both of her legs around my waist. She frantically began rocking her hips into my extremely hard erection. I needed that friction as much as she did, but I was afraid if she kept that up, the tightening in my abdomen was going to explode and from what I could gather, it was much too soon for that to happen.

I sat up and immediately saw the disappointment in her eyes.


I shook my head, and then ran my hands up and down her sides, tugging at the bottom of her shirt. “I want this off.” I smirked.

She sat up, looked into my eyes and then ever so slowly, she slipped it off of her body. I let out an unnecessary breath, as I took in the perfection that was Bella. Her skin was soft and creamy, and she had this incredible glow that the candles had created. She took my breath away, and that wasn't an easy thing to do.

“You're not embarrassed?” She wasn't blushing. That I never would have expected.

“I'm meant for you Edward,” she said, as she rose to her knees to face me. “I want you to have me.”

I wrapped my arms around her back and pulled her to me. “I don't know if I'm there yet, Bella,” I whispered. “I don't want to hurt you, but I can bring you pleasure in other ways. Will you let me?”

She bit her bottom lip. That was never more sexy to me, than it was in this moment. I licked her lip, and then gently bit down on it. She let out a small whimper, as she ran her hands down my back. We started kissing at a hurried pace, occasionally missing one another’s lips entirely. We laughed, and I was surprised at how comfortable and relaxed we both were. I was starting to believe that this was the right thing after all.

I gently laid her down on her back, so that I could enjoy her bare breasts. I moved my tongue down her throat and to the valley between her breasts. I cupped one in my hand and noticed how perfectly it fit. I took her other between my lips, and repeated what I had done a few minutes before over her tank top. As my fingers found her nipple, I continued to bite and suck on the other. She wrapped her legs around my hips again, and raised her body to meet mine. I slipped my hand around to her backside and pushed her into my erection. I could feel how wet she was, as it started to transfer onto me. God, I wanted to rub her all over my body. She smelled so good. Without releasing her nipple, I started to push myself into her hot little center, as I raised her backside to meet me.

“Edward!” she screamed out, and I found that I liked when she yelled my name.

I kissed my way back up to her lips and whispered against her lips, “Do you like the way this feels, Bella?”

“Yes, oh...” she was frantic beneath me and I knew I needed to bring her a release, but could I do that without losing control? I realized that not once since we started our evening, had I even thought about her blood. No, tonight was all about her body.

I buried my face in her neck, just below her ear. “Can I touch you, Bella?” I whispered into her skin.

“Please,” she moaned, as she grabbed my hand and guided me to her center. “I've waited so long for you to touch me here.”

I gently stroked my finger over her slit, and she let out a sigh as she gripped my shoulder.

“You have to tell me if I apply too much pressure,” I said.

“I think that's the idea,” she smiled.

“If you're human, but I could hurt you,” I reminded her.

“You won't,” she said, as she pushed into my hand. “I trust you.”

I knew she did, and I loved her for it.

I continued to rub my finger along her wet, covered sex, but the more she moaned and writhed, the more I wanted, so I slowly slid my finger inside her shorts and gently entered her.

“Yes...” she moaned. “More...”

I slipped another finger inside of her hot sheath, and began moving in and out as my thumb found her clit. I must have been doing something right, because she crashed her lips to mine and began rocking in rhythm with me. She moaned into my mouth, and the faster I moved my fingers, the wetter she became. Her arousal smelled so enticing, and the more prominent it became, the more I wanted to taste her.

I continued to work her with my fingers, but I couldn't deny myself the opportunity to taste her sweet juices. I had to know if they tasted better than her blood. I slowly pulled away from her mouth, and dragged my lips down the center of her body. The closer I got, the stronger her scent became. I paused as I got to the top of her waistband. I briefly looked up at her, but she was lost in her own ecstasy. She was beautiful. Her eyes were closed, and every few seconds a small moan would escape her lips. I removed my fingers from her tight body, and quickly took off her shorts.

She opened her eyes and stared at me. She was anticipating my next move. I positioned myself between her legs, and gently spread them apart. “You smell so good,” I whispered, as I lowered my face between her legs. “I have to taste you.”

I felt her muscles tense, and she tried to force her legs shut. I looked up at her as I slid my fingers back inside her, and started up my rhythm that she seemed to enjoy a few minutes before. “Relax,” I whispered. “I won't hurt you.”

I licked the inside of her thighs and experienced some of her nectar, but it wasn't enough. I needed more. I continued moving my fingers inside of her, and she started to relax and let go. Her muscles began to contract around my fingers, and then I felt a warm gush start to trickle down my hand. I moved my mouth to her center and inserted my tongue. Pure and utter bliss! In all of my existence no prey, human or animal, not even Bella, my singer’s blood, tasted this amazing. The warmth flooded my mouth as I continued to indulge in her.

She lifted her hips to meet my mouth and she moaned out my name. She rode the aftershocks of her orgasm, and I knew she was experiencing this feeling for the first time. It gave me great joy to know that I could bring her such pleasure. Once she started to settle down, I removed my tongue from her. I tried to center myself, but my prominent erection was bordering on painful, and I wasn't sure what I should do about that. I gently kissed the inside of her thighs, while I thought about my options. I knew what I wanted to do, but was it something I could risk? I never thought I could do what I just did without losing control, so maybe I could...

I got up off the bed and stood at the foot.

“Edward,” Bella said, as panic washed across her face. “Please don't go. Are you okay?”

I smiled, as I slipped my bottoms off and freed my erection. Her eyes widened, and I think she realized what I wanted to do next. I crawled back up her body and gently got on top of her. I supported most of my weight on my forearms. I leaned into her face, and slowly and passionately kissed her lips.

“I want you,” I whispered into her mouth. I took her face between my hands and looked into her eyes. “I love you with my entire being and I want to share this with you, but I'll understand if you're not ready.”

“No,” she shook her head. “I need to feel connected to you. It will only bring us closer. It's the first step in our forever. I'm ready.”

I kissed her again, as I reached down and spread her legs. I took my fingers and opened her entrance, as I slowly entered her. She shivered and tensed from the intrusion. I knew how careful I needed to be. I pushed a bit deeper and felt her barrier. This would have to be swift, to ensure that I caused her minimal pain.

“Breathe, love,” I said, as I stroked her hair.

“I love you,” she whispered.

“I love you, too,” I smiled, as I pushed all the way in. I squeezed my eyes shut and moaned out her name. This was the most intense feeling I had ever experienced. I stilled my movement and glanced down to make sure she was okay.

She nodded at me and smiled.

I pulled her legs up, and she hooked them around my waist. I started to thrust, and she began to rock into me. I smelled the blood and felt it trickle onto me, but it didn't seem to affect me. I didn't even have any venom in my mouth. Bella was right all along. I could do this. And, from the way it felt, I had to wonder why I had waited so long to give in to her desires.

She was so warm and tight, and I knew that I could keep this up all night. I would never tire. I was guessing that the vampire in me was what was keeping my stamina up, but I was worried that going much longer was going to cause Bella discomfort.

“Bella, are you okay?”

She didn't answer, only closed her eyes and screamed, “Fuck, Edward! I'm going to cum again! Don't stop!”

Okay, so I guess she was good.

I picked up my pace and thrust with vampire speed. That seemed to be what I had needed, as I felt that tightening in my abdomen that seemed to shoot right between my legs. As Bella screamed out my name, I buried my face in her neck, and felt her throbbing vein just beneath my lips. As I began to release, I started to think how easy it would be to just bite down and drink from her. I licked her neck, as I continued to shoot my cool stream into her. I fisted my fingers in her hair, and suddenly my whole demeanor seemed to shift.

I had just felt the greatest pleasure of my existence, but as I was coming off of that high, I had seen the faces of my victims flash before my eyes. I began hearing the sick and twisted thoughts of those killers and rapists. My throat started to burn when I thought of Jasper's thoughts when he would slip up, or when I read in Emmett's thoughts of how he drank from his singer.

“Ouch, Edward!” Bella said. “You're pulling my hair.”

Her voice pulled me out of these thoughts, but only momentarily. I moved myself away from her neck, and looked into her eyes.

“Edward?” she said.

I closed my eyes and tried to block her voice out. It was actually hurting my ears. I opened my eyes, and she was staring at me with concern.

“Is everything okay?” I could hear her heart rate begin to pick up. “Are you thirsty?”

“Why do you ask?” I had fed before I picked her up earlier this evening, and while my throat was burning and my body was aching, it didn't seem to be from thirst. It was something entirely different.

“Your eyes are black. Blacker than I've ever seen them,” she said.

“Really?” I said, as I licked her lips. I was still buried inside of her, and feeling her naked body underneath me was making me hard again. “It must be my lust for you.” I started to move inside her again.

“You can, I mean, you're able to do this already?” she asked, incredulously.

I laughed. “Vampires don't need a lot of recovery time. I could do this for hours.”

Her eyes widened, and I saw the worry etch across her face.

“See you should be careful what you wish for,” I told her. “You wanted this, and now you've unleashed a monster.” I stopped at my own words. A monster? That's what it felt like. As soon as I let go and gave in to my desire, to Bella's desire, I released the beast that had been waiting to get out.

She wrapped her legs around me, but I could see she was tired and sore. I used the vampire speed which seemed to have worked the first time, and I quickly released a second time. I screamed out her name, as I grabbed her hair and pulled her to my lips.

“Mine!” I screamed.

She was breathing heavy and her body was covered in sweat. “Edward,” she panted out. “I'm exhausted.”

“I could go again,” I smirked.

“No,” she said. “Please, I need a break.”

“Just a little one,” I said. “You sleep now and I'll wake you when I'm ready.”

“Edward? This isn't like you.”

She was right, this wasn't me. I always put her needs and feelings above mine, but now I knew what I wanted. I needed to get a hold of myself. Obviously, making love to her had a stronger effect on me than I realized. I felt different.

“I'm sorry,” I said. “You sleep.” I pulled the comforter up over her, and wrapped my arms around her.

“I love you,” she said, just before falling asleep.

I glanced down at her, as I stroked her face. I thought about what she meant to me, and how I had made her mine tonight.

I'll never let you go...

***Okay...I know you're not used to me writing a E/B lemon, but it was necessary.

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