Surprise of a lifetime Chapter 10
Surprise of A lifetime 10
After Bella responded to my text I replied with a quick message.
Just text me whenever you get done I’d love to talk to you tonight
Less than an hour later I had a reply that had me excited and nervous at the same time.
I’d love to talk to you too. The girls are gone.
Did you have fun?
I had a good time, I needed to talk to them.
Did you sleep well last night?
I slept really well last night, thanks again for helping me out.
It’s no problem. Not like I have anything better to do at night. :)
Haha, thanks for the confidence booster…I see how it is.
You know I didn’t mean it that way. Spending time with you is the best.
Aww, now I feel loved.
So what did you talk about?
Actually, it was something I was hoping I could tell you in person?
Sure, whenever is good for you, I’m there.
Wanna come over tonight?
Oh…yeah I’d like that.
Then I’ll see you when you get here.
I rushed through my preparations. I ran my fingers through my hair as I pulled on a jacket and made my way toward the front door. Carlisle and Esme looked up at me and each gave me a smile. I waved and jogged out to my truck. Once I was inside I let out a deep breath. I wondered to myself what she could possibly have to talk to me about. Was she going to tell me she didn’t want to hang out anymore? I didn’t have any idea and I wouldn’t until I got there. I started the truck and drove the familiar roads in a daze. As I reached her driveway I could feel her excitement and nervousness. I quickly parked and hopped out of the truck. I slowed to a walk and reached the door. I raised my hand to knock but was shocked when the door swung open.
Bella stood there in a pair of jeans and a tee. She looked beautiful to me and I resisted the urge to wrap her in my arms and breathe her in. I wanted things that I knew she wasn’t ready for and so I kept my distance. I was surprised when she opened her arms and leaned forward. I instinctively responded and embraced her in a hug that felt better than it should. I pressed my lips against her hair, and kissed her gently. I couldn’t help myself. She had initiated the contact and it seemed to have destroyed my defenses.
She slowly pulled back from my arms and I looked down at her half-closed eyes. She grinned up at me, and I felt as though I were drowning. How could I possibly be just a friend to this wonderful woman? I was thinking that exact thought when she spoke.
“I want to date; I want to have a relationship with you. I’m not sure how it will work out, and I know that we will have complications along the way. But I can’t deny that I’m attracted to you as more than a friend. I’m ready to get to know you more.” I felt my stomach clench at her words. I shook my head slightly to clear it. I was sure I must be going crazy. I couldn’t imagine her wanting to be with me, and at the same time I couldn’t imagine ever leaving her side.
“Bella. Are you sure? I will still go as slow as you want, I just don’t know that I could take it if you are playing a joke on me.” I’m sure I looked half hopeful and half scared out of my mind. I had imagined this moment so many times that I wasn’t sure if this was a daydream or reality.
“I’m sure Jasper. Holding off until later doesn’t make sense. If you are okay with being with a pregnant woman, then who cares what everyone else thinks. You are okay with dating now, right? You weren’t just trying to flatter me were you?” She suddenly looked shy and unsure of herself. It was incredibly cute to see her looking at me like that. I felt myself move forward without thinking about it. I cradled Bella in my arms and kissed her forehead. I murmured gently against her skin.
“I want you. I want everything you are willing to give me. I am so glad you decided to give me a chance. Thank you Bella.” I enveloped her against me and I felt her heartbeat speed against my chest. She tipped her head back and I couldn’t read the expression on her face. I felt her fear and joy only a moment before the first tear spilled over the ledge of her eye and onto her cheek.
I clutched her closer and walked slowly out of the door way and toward the couch. I sat down and pulled her onto my lap and tucked her body against mine like a child. I wanted nothing more than to take away any hurt and fear, but I felt amazed that she would show me this side of herself so soon after getting reacquainted. We sat like that for thirty minutes in silence with tears rolling slowly down her face. There were no sobs and no hiccupping breathing. She just let her emotions take physical form and I waited until she was ready to talk.
“Most guys would have run for the hills as soon as they found out I was pregnant. Yet you are willing to start a relationship and act as though it doesn’t bother you at all? Why, Jasper? Why me?” I could tell she was actually asking these things and I thought carefully before choosing my answer.
“Bella, you always accepted me. I tried to drain you and you forgave me. You see something in me that no one else does, and you have complete faith in me. I can feel how honest and sincere you’re feelings for me are. I have never in my long existence had someone be as totally accepting as you. Even the family has had slight problems with some of my past. You have never looked at me like a monster. How could I not want to be with you? You are a breath of fresh air.” I tried to explain with my words how much she meant to me, but knew that I couldn’t tell her the full truth at the time.
My answer must have been enough because she rested her head against my shoulder and stroked my chest with the hand that wasn’t wrapped around me. I felt contentment roll off her gently and felt like a new man. Bella was ready to become closer. It was as if all of the moments leading to this had been perfect. She continued running her fingers up and down against my jacket and I felt her emotions begin to shift. I didn’t realize until it was too late that Bella was no longer feeling strictly platonic.
She cupped her hand around my neck and guided her mouth to mine. Her soft sweet lips collided with mine and I saw stars. She tasted sweet and fruity like a sun ripened peach and I wanted to drink her down. The kiss started soft and quickly grew into something more passionate. I felt small fingers slide under my jacket and begin spreading it. I was so trapped by her kiss that I almost didn’t realize she was trying to pull my jacket over my shoulders until I leaned forward to assist her.
I forced myself to break contact and speak in a somewhat controlled tone. “Bella, baby. We shouldn’t be doing this. It feels good, but imagine how amazing it will be when you are completely ready. When we are further into our relationship. I don’t want you to regret anything.” I couldn’t stop myself from continuing to kiss between words. She pushed lightly at my chest and sighed.
“You’re right, but I want you so badly. When I saw you in the office two days ago it was like waking up from a dream. I haven’t felt so alive in years. You light me up inside and I can’t help but want to act on it. Besides these pregnancy hormones are killer. I need this. Please don’t stop.” She looked me in the eye and I could feel the weight of her lust against my chest. It was a choking thing, so hard to breathe through that I couldn’t deny her want any longer. She pressed a firm kiss against my neck and began working her way down to my collar bone. I felt my head falling, and I didn’t stop it. I smoothed my hands down her back until I reached her ass.
She moved so she was straddling me and I squeezed her gently. She felt heavenly and I couldn’t stop the moan that passed my lips as she licked her way back up my neck. I fought the urge to press myself against her core, but failed miserably when she sat on my lap and began kissing my lips again in earnest.
I groaned loudly when she began twisting her hips on my lap, and pressing down on the bulge in my pants. I moved my hand further down to cup her heat, and nearly came undone when she began mewling. I wanted this so much. Every instinct in me was screaming to make her my own. To mark her as taken so that no one would come near her. I wanted to put a satisfied smile on those cute lips of hers and lick every inch of her. I decided then that I wouldn’t stop completely. Bella was right, pregnancy hormones are not to be fucked with, and I didn’t want her feeling rejected and crying for the rest of the night. I lifted her easily and walked with her wrapped around me into her room.
I put her gently on the bed and took my jacket and shoes off. I was going to keep my clothes on. I had to go somewhat slowly even if Bella couldn’t see that it would be best in her frenzied state. I leaned down and I kissed her temple slowly. She tried to pull me closer but instead I pushed her farther up the bed until her feet weren’t hanging off the bottom. I rose alongside her on the bed and placed chaste kisses on her neck and face.
Jasper worked his way slowly up my body, and began kissing me softly. His lips were so cool to the touch that I should have calmed down, but his light kisses only worked me up more. I knew I should go slower, like he said, but my body couldn’t seem to grasp the concept. Not with Jasper right there, smelling like heaven and tasting like sin. I arched against him, and he tutted at me.
He lay beside me and looked like a fallen angel with his hair sweeping across his brow. I pressed myself closer to him and he chuckled quietly before speaking “Darlin, I’m going to give you what you want, but you have to trust me okay?”
I wasn’t sure exactly what he meant, but I was willing to try anything that might alleviate the burn between my legs. I felt consumed, and I had no clear idea of why. This must be what all the books warned about. I lay back against the pillow at my head, and Jasper leaned over to kiss me. The moment his lips touched mine I felt the fire in my stomach burn stronger. He began kissing me with short touches of his lips to mine and each graze brought me closer to breaking. His tongue slid along the bottom of my mouth seeking entrance and I gladly acquiesced. His tongue darted in quickly and I moved to capture it. We battled briefly for dominance before he pulled back with a grin. He used his hands to show me what he wanted from me.
He ghosted his hands down my torso, and when he reached my stomach he paused. I felt as though he was pushing desire directly into me. I gasped deeply and rolled my shoulders bringing my back off the bed. The feeling was so intense I felt I might lose it with just one touch.
He continued to feed my lust until I was sure I couldn’t take anymore and I began to speak nonsense. I was so sure that I would die without his touch that I begged for him to make it stop. “Please Jasper, make it stop. I can’t take anymore.” I pleaded with him silently for just a moment before his hand slid to my breast and I felt the explosion I had been waiting for. I cried out loudly and twisted my hands in the blanket beneath me. My body writhed in pleasure and I was unable to control the shaking that started in my legs.
Jasper began a throaty laugh and my eyes sought to meet his gaze. “You make a man feel very good about himself.”
I lay there while the aftershocks continued to pulse through me and I shivered when Jasper ran his fingers through my hair. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself and felt contentment well up in me. Who knew an orgasm could bring such peace? I rolled to my side and propped my head up with my hand. “And how do I do that?” I looked at him through hooded eyes and felt a blush rise to my cheeks. I felt like a sheltered virgin or something.
“How can I not feel good watching you moan in pleasure because of a simple touch? You feed my ego much more and I’ll be walking on clouds soon.” He grinned and I felt myself melt a little.
“You cheated though, so don’t get all cocky now. I didn’t know your power could be used in that way. I can’t say I’m complaining but damn, give a girl a little warning next time. I felt like I was burning from the inside out.”
“To be honest, I’ve never done that before and wasn’t sure it would work. I like seeing the effect I have on you though. You look beautiful.” He gave me a knowing look and I felt my blush rising up again.
“Thanks, I appreciate you being a gentleman. Most guys would have taken advantage. Why didn’t you?”
“I’m not most guys Bella, I respect you and I don’t want you to leave me because you regret something in the morning. I can only hope you won’t mind what I did tonight.” He gave me a dark look that said he would like a repeat in the future and was hoping I wouldn’t send him packing.
“Mind? Why the hell would I mind you giving me the best orgasm of my life? I am glad that we didn’t do anything else, but feel a little guilty that you didn’t receive any pleasure.” I gave a pointed look to the tent in his pants.
“Sweetheart, I got all the pleasure I needed tonight. When you are ready I’m sure it’s going to be amazing between the two of us. Are you ready for bed? I know you have work in the morning. You feeling any nerves or anything?” His genuine concern was touching and I leaned forward as he wrapped his arm loosely around my back.
“I am a little nervous, but I am sure it will be fine, this first week will just be cleaning up the classroom, and going to meetings. I don’t even have to make any plans or anything, there is an outline and class plans already made. I think I’d like to talk for a little bit before I go to bed. It’s still early. Do you mind just laying here with me?” I could feel his smile against my hair before he spoke.
“I’d love to talk before you go to bed. What do you want to talk about?”
We spent the next couple of hours talking about our jobs and what we liked about them most. We also discussed the pitfalls. He laughed when I told him about going through the six months of class studies I had to do before being able to graduate. I had thought originally I wanted to teach younger children and that had been a complete disaster. He joked that high school wasn’t much better, the insults were just worse, but the fights were just as petty. I agreed, but told him that I hoped to be able to reach a few. Soon we were talking about his family and their excitement about my being pregnant. I admitted to being amazed at Rosalie’s turn around and he agreed that his sister was a very complicated woman. I couldn’t disagree with him on that point.
It felt like we had known each other forever and conversation flowed easily. At 10:00 Jasper looked at the clock and sighed. He asked if I wanted to get changed and ready for bed. I agreed that it was time for me to go to sleep, and he stepped into the hallway while I changed and got under the covers. He sat beside me quietly until I dozed off.
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